It seems like no one around us can stay TOGETHER these days. It makes a person wonder...Will we make it? I'd like to say that we will. But, is that being naive? I guess I just don't understand why people say they love someone - each other - and then end it so...easily? One could argue that they weren't ever happy...But, is that any one person's fault? Every problem can be fixed if every party is willing. But. That's the point nowadays, isn't it? Immediate results. Quitting and giving up is easier than working on something. I don't think I'll ever understand it. It also says something to drop a bomb when you're about to leave... So you don't have to wait around or see their face. So, then, is it really what you want? I'm not so sure... Most of the time, people my age don't know what they want; and they just think they do.

I'm just tired of all the bad things. I'm tired of everyone else's selfishness.

Will someone please write a fanfiction about Sam Flynn and Edward Dillinger, Jr.? It's so perfect and standing right in front of the slash world yet....noone has done anything about it. Wait... Kevin Flynn? Oi. My brain is so poluted with Tron. XD NOT THAT IM COMPLAINING. LOL.

I WANT FANFICTION NOW.

X[

i have never wanted to die more in my life than i do right fucking now

there isnt a single reason for me to fucking be here

no one gives a shit about me

and no one would fucking miss me

in fact

i doubt anyone would notice my absence

Do you ever think of me?

I think of you.

I think of you all the time...

I guess it just means that I need to stop and talk to you.

I miss you...a lot. I didn't realize how much until I really stopped to listen to you.

I know I'm mad at your sister, or just a little irritated by her, but I remember my promise. I'm not going to stop looking out for her.

Lately, I feel like you've been reaching out to me; specifically.

Have you?

Are you there?

Because I'm here; listening.

I love you... Very, very much.

Please, don't ever stop talking to me. I love it. It reminds me of so many things and keeps my feet on the ground.

For that I am very thankful.

Thank you, Austin.

I'm done dealing with all of this bullshit.

I'm done trying to help.

I'm done listening to you cry, scream, and everything else.

If you won't listen to me or my family and the advice that we give;
don't fucking complain.

I'm finished with ALL of it.

As my beautiful girlfriend does not have an LJ account, I am posting this on her behalf. Not but 2 weeks ago we took a trip to the beach, and she brought along her Percy cosplay for some much needed photos. Preview and link under the cut.


( Digital Sea )

P.S.
Mods, I tagged as best as I could. ;A;